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Reflections[Reflections] the light reflects on my not so perfect skin and shows all that i have acne, the light shows my sorrowful eyes and their tears that i shed, am i going to fall, are you going to catch me and fly me back up to the world, the music only drowns out so much and i don’t think it’ll work anymore, when i look at my reflection in the mirror all i can see is the girl that all people can walk all over and yet i can do nothing, why doesn’t anybody notice how messed up i am, why can’t they see that this girl is drowning and nobody is there to save her, when i smile i fake it, i fake my happiness, i try so hard to reReflections
by ~spab-58
Drown[Drown] all I do is turn upDrown
my music so all the world will disappear against the sounds it makes and I just want to die why
one may ask but the answer is so simple for I am my own enemy I will always destroy myself before
any other person will my desires will be the death of me will the music drown this sorrow or the
guilt
that drives me everyday people
think im fine but really at night all I can dream about is
dying
and ending it all in a second why
why me
by ~spab-58
rock bottom[Rock Bottom] I am afraid of falling down any further because I’m scared I won’t get back up. My heart races as I run past the people that I love but I’m trapped in this place where life is too hard to care for. And I’m constantly falling waiting to be picked up and yet none can do it. All my problems are my own but what do I do when I’m my own worse enemy. I like too many people and I think that someone else knows it but I hope they don’t tell my boyfriend who means what he says, but what do you do?? Wait until someone finds out that my feelings for him aren’t in the friend-like nature but more?? whatrock bottom
by ~spab-58
monsters[monsters] They hide in all of us. We all meet them sooner or later. I don’t think anyone has met mine. No one will ever meet the monster that dwells within me. I would probably go on a killing spree if she had any choice. I try to hide her from the world around me. The people I love so deeply don’t know how much she’d love to murder them in cold blood. I don’t think my loved ones should let me near knives or guns. She would love to just strangle you and tie your guts around your perty little neck. I don’t know if you’ll like it if you piss me off, if you do I’ll blow up like a bomb and all the shrapnemonsters
by ~spab-58
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Tulipby *PridesCrossing
whit snowWhite Snowwhit snow
You walk outside The dark cold steals your breath The snows falls softly Coating the ground
Its quiet, no sounds There’s nothing but thought
Barking erupts behind me I turn around
To see the dog
Running through a snow angle My sister had made
I look over at her
She looks bummed
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- Current Residence: alaska
- Interests: drawing symbols/tattoos
- Favourite movie: cant pick
- Favourite band or musician: all rock!!!! or metal, country
- Favourite genre of music: metal
- Favourite style of art: drawing
- Favourite game: halo1,2,3
- Favourite gaming platform: x-box/playstation2
- Favourite cartoon character: taz
- Personal Quote: dream as if you'll live forever,live as if you'll die today
- Tools of the Trade: pencil/pen
- Email: spab58@hotmail.com
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